ytd's dance was a speechy one. gin said tt we deproved as a whole. no feel no soul no ... no anything. and sat dwn for almost 2hrs or so. i almost died. cox of boredom. i cant sit still for so long lah ... so i kept fidgeting ard. =.= she asked. wht is dance to us. to let us show off ourselves or we just wanted to dance for the sake of dancing. i tot for a moment. no, i don dance to show off myself. and neither are my skills tt great to show off. i don dance for the sake of dancing. but ... dance is no longer abt tt strong passion and life for mi alr. idk.

for a team, beside individual's hardwork, aint unity and the strong sense of belonging the key to success ? but yes, interaction is always a problem in large grps.

perhaps ... these were just excuses.
whatever.

mummy and daddy shld b going for the concert. cox gin wanted us to drag our parents there. to see us perform ... in our 1st ever concert. parents and frens there. nobody would want the concert to be a disappointment. we'll see how ... now its nt the time to think abt the concert.

i just wasted my sunday slping and stoning ard. my memory are out of space for the notes. as if. and i think tt im so nt taking my study seriously. not studying hard enough, late for morning lectures, stoning thru lectures, but i somehow did the tutorials. i think i shall just fluck all my papers and die ! alright, as u noe im nt tt negative. tt was random. they don mean anything, like seriously. the words just came to my mind and my hand just typed it all out. IQ test said tt im a genius and i agreed w tt too ... so yeah. wahahahahaha ... i noe. tts rubbish. haha ...

so from tml onwards ... or maybe tonight(highly impossible) ... i shall be a good girl and study hardhardhard.

♥ 11:24 AM